blame it on family drama.

[Aiden Ackles]

heyy guys! so lately if you noticed, i'm not really very active and not posting around much. the blame is on the family drama -sadface- my friend had an argument with her bf and tried suciding after that and her mother thought I had done something so she called my mom and there was this big issue last week that got my mom really pissed. I told her the whole situation so as to let her know i had done nothing wrong and she believes me. after my friend had recovered, she made her mom talk to mine and apologize but the two of them started to argue again and my mom doesn't want me to be friends with her or anyone.. according to my mom most of my friends are bad influence and i should distant myself from them. basically she had this whole thing stuck into her mind because last year (the people who are my bestfriends now) bullied me and she hates 'em! I love my mom and i know whatever she's doing, it's only cause she's worried about but i can't take it anymore. my uncle passed away a month ago and eversince then my mom's really mentally disturbed. i share the same pain with her but she's not able to get over it. it's like, we argue all the time and if my friends come over or call, she will be rude to them and tell 'em not to be friends with me. it's horrible! -sadface- my grandfather had witnessed all this and he had asked me to move into his place so i can have a peaceful place where i can focus onto my studies instead wasting my time arguing with her and being a part of this whole tense situation. i've my finals starting from the 10th of the next month and i haven't studied a single word for any subject except chem but that's not enough. i'm soo freaking confused whether i should leave my mom with my siblings and move to my grandparents place or not. it's like a part of me wants to, other doesn't but i can't disagree with my grandparents decision so i've decided that i'll spend my day with my mom and go to my grandparents house in the evening. i study mostly at the night time so i hope i'm able to catch up on studies and get good grades in my finals. i'm not thinking of dropping out from roleplaying, i just can't but for the next month.. i'm going to be very busy! i'm going to have no fix time to be on, it's going to be like whenever i'm in need of a break, i'll come on here and post. in the second week on june i get done with my exams so until then i'm gonna be on and off & very slow. i'm really sorry about this but i'm so helpless myself in such a situation. don't hate me for this & doo miss me <33 btw, i wouldn't be on the weekened because i'm visiting my uncle's place (who passed away) with my family.

i know i just joined & haven't done anything on here but i promise that whenever i get back, i'll be very active! i'll be on aim/msn & facebook so you can contact me on there k? msn: [e-mail], facebook: [e-mail], amy lautner is me, aim: amzlautner
my inactivity is going to affect amy karen, jasper jay, ryan raynold, aiden ackles && nora stewart

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[Liam Ryder]

no, you can't leave. that's not right.XD i'm only kidding.i'm going to be spacey too cause my finals start soon and i'll be gone for most of the day or so. XD just get back after finals.